Bzzz. Bzzz. Bzzzzzzzzz.
I get in the car, pull onto the highway,
and glance back to see a big black wasp in the rear view mirror. After
recovering from my mild heart attack I roll down the windows but mr.
wasp is angrily stuck by the rear window. I’m currently going through a
workbook on stress, so I take a deep breath and pray a prayer of praise that
God controls all things, even insects, and sincerely pray that this particular
insect pleeeeease not come up here and sting me. I inwardly congratulate myself
for my excellent handling of this stressful circumstance. I no longer see a
wasp in the rear-view mirror so I
happily roll up the windows.
And 3. 2. 1. BZZZZ accompanies the speedily approaching
image of an angry black wasp in the mirror, and my fingers slam down the
buttons to roll down the windows, the light breeze whisking our little
friend out the window (for real this time, I think). I nervously laugh at myself and begin to pray
for the friend I’m driving to meet, but I keep hearing a
phantom buzz from the wind, imagining creepy
wasp legs when my hair tickles my neck, and I feel my stomach tighten.
This is not the first wasp I’ve seen
today. Just hours before, I was eating lunch with family when we
noticed a wasp in the room. I casually grabbed our plates of food out of the
way as my Dad grabbed a spray can and fly-swatter, and we continued our
conversation as he disposed of the intruder. I mentioned to him a second wasp
was on the other side of the room, and he got rid of that one as well. My pulse didn't rise, my shoulders didn't tighten, I didn't
think about them again.
The same circumstance: an encounter with a wasp. But a
completely different stress level. When my Dad was in the room I was confident
there was someone with me who had control of the situation, so I didn't worry
at all about the pesky bug. In the
car I was alone, trapped with this
DEADLY FOE.
Interesting isn't it, how perspective changes a similar scenario? Small or large, health or finances, what other things stress us out?
Perhaps, do we sometimes forget there is One who has complete control? And
thank you, Jesus – our Heavenly Daddy is always in the room.
Love this story! Thanks for sharing with us Ellie :-)
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